Sunday, July 25, 2010

Katty Perry-Thinking of You-

Comparisons are easily done
Once you’ve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You’re like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I’ve had the best
You said there’s
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into..
You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay..

Thursday, July 8, 2010

A Sorry

Dear Somebody,

I just want to thank u. why??? because u just did what should be done from the very beginning in our past time. i felt like i found the real you, not the one in my past. this is you who loves me with everything i am. this is you who is trying to be there when i need someone. this is you who wants to be spoiled every time, and this you who is very stubborn so that i give up to handle you.


I never say sorry again, i never say anything again to you. honestly, deep inside my heart i still want to kill you when i remember the day...

The more i hate you, the more i want to say that you are too sweet, too cute,too nice...but the more i remember the day the more i can say you are bad. maybe now u hate me because you know now who i am,what i am like, and my condition now.. i understand it very well.


Thank you so much for the time we had had.. i wish i can turn back time that we had, but its tooooo late, this heart already belongs to someone, also the love that i have is already taken by somebody, and he is not YOU..


If you said that my revenge is now done, yes u r alright, but actually i still want to do more...but i remember one thing:

U were also the 1 that I in love with

Thursday, July 1, 2010

..

Dear God
i just arrived home and my mom directly said about the bill of the electrician from PLN. i thought it over, do we late to pay it??
And mom continued her talking, she said that the latter is about the broken off of the electrician. Ghosh..worst the what i've thought..
i saw my mom started to cry but she tried to handle it..and i did too. i texted my cousin and told her about it. i dont care what she will say about it..
another problem is, my dad asked one of our neighbor to give my mom amount of money. my father said to me it was his money,but my neighbor said it didn't.hhhuh which on do we belief to?  she said she just want to help us because my father asked her.
DAMN!
Next problem is about my mom jewelries,they are in the pawning..yeah it was my dad who did it.the duty pay is tomorrow and my mom have no money to pay the intrerest, and you know what???my a just wont to now about it
God, what should we do now???i only want my dad realize that we are have nothing to do with these conditions..
U give me a job,U give me a someone that loves me very much,U give me a mother who is very strong and patient,U give me a house with all the facilities,but why U give me a father like him??does it mean i regret it???God, although my boyfriend sometime doesnt care about my problem i really thank You that he always there for me.