Lane Marlin

Unforgivable Sinner

Kinda lose your sense of time

cause the days don't matter no more

All the feelings that you hide

gonna tear you up inside

You hope she knows you tried

Follows you around all day

And you wake up soaking wet

Cause between this world and eternity

There is a face you hope to see

You know where you've sendt her

cause you sure know where you are

You're trying to ease of

but you know you won't get far

And now she's up there sings like an angel

But you can't hear those words

now she's up there sings like an angel

Unforgivable sinner

You've been walking around in tears

No answers are there to get

You won't ever be the same

Someone cries and you're to blame

Struggling with a fight inside

Sorrow you'll defeat

The picture you see it won't dissapear

Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear

You know where you've sent her

cause you sure know where you are

You're trying to ease of

but you know you won't get far

And now she's up there sings like an angel

But you can't hear those words

now she's up there sings like an angel

Unforgivable sinner

Maybe one time lost

but now you're found

Stand up before you hit the ground

Maybe one time lost

but now you're found

Stand up before you hit the ground

hit the ground

You know where you've sent her

cause you sure know where you are

You're trying to ease of

but you know you won't get far

And now she's up there sings like an angel

But you can't hear those words

now she's up there sings like an angel

Unforgivable sinner

Dedicated to my Mamas

I hate when rain drops
It always reminds me of you
When it was very cold, you were here to hold me
You were beside me
You warmed me up with your touch, laughter, smile and your jokes
And when time to sleep came, you held me till morning and its  still cold
And i only tease you till you wake up
Hhhmm i miss those moments, By...

Past

Hmmmm actually not know what to say since i occupy Eka's note book and she is getting sick because of her past broken heart hahahahaha (sorry Ka)

Hmm its remind me of everything in the past. My past, my Fiancee's past and everything that related to the past. 

The past is always making us think about future, what should we do after the past is gone. they said let gone be by gone, but i cant accept that. Its true that let gone be by gone, but why we cant take the good side????

Learn from the failure that makes the relationship ends. E...hem i understand its only easy to say but difficult to make it real. I my self even never realize it...

i miss u

I miss the way u kiss

I miss the way u put ur lips

I miss the way u touch

I miss the way u treat

                                I miss ur lips

                                I miss ur lips in my eyes

                                I miss ur nose meets mine

                                I miss ur breath in my ears

                                I miss ur hands in my shoulder

                                I miss ur chin in my forehead

                                I miss ur lips in my chicks

                                I miss ur forehead meets mine

and i miss ur morning smile

(August Y2K.10) 

Dedicated to the past

U know i adore you. from the 1st time that i saw you,i know i never be yours or you never be mine. I never understand, too why you never talk to me. You only see me, stare at me, and i?? I just looked at you  while i was blushing  when you see me.

U hurt me. You left me. You never care me, you also never smile at me, but why i never upset or mad??I was just like a lil' girl who adore her idol so much and cant do anything when her idol left her behind without any words.

i know, you never want me, you never really care or love or adore me. I was just your muse.

The past, no hurt feeling when i know you just called me as your doll. Now why  i am sure you never be mine and i cant love you like i adore you before.

How can i tell you i want to be your friend. I wanna be your girl friend but not your lover. I understand the only way to be your girl friend is be your lover. i cant. I really cant. I don't know why,this is the part i don't understand the most.

I like you so much, i f i could hold you.. i wanna be by your side,listen to your voice. i wanna care about you. i wanna see you day and night,but that's that. not more than that.

There's something  that i cant understand and say with words..

My love for you like unreal feeling that i have and i never have it to anyone else before.

Its true, i mean it from the bottom of my heart.. and the real feeling that i have for my beloved is also the feeling that i never give to anyone else, including you.

He is To Me

Mungkin yang dia butuhkan bukan cuma sekedar pacar, tunangan, atau istri tapi lebih dari sekedar semua itu. Apa yang dia liat setiap pagi setiap bangun tidur mungkin itu yang selalu dia mau. Kecupan ditangan kanan&kening serta tambahan kecupan mesra dibibir dan pipi setiap pagi sebelum dia berangkat mungkin itu yang selalu ia tunggu-tunggu. Teman cerita selepas penat seharian mungkin itu juga yang ia butuhkan setiap malam sebelum dia bermanja-manja dan melepas lelahnya. Yang dia inginkan juga bukan sekedar teman bersenang-senang, tapi juga teman untuk bertualang dan menjelajah. Tapi bukan teman yang melebihi tangguhnya kekukatan dia. Dia juga butuh pengakuan bahwa dialah yang harus berada di depan dan memandu. Di juga selalu ingin melindungi, bukan sekedar menggandeng tapi merangkul. Dia ingin dimengerti dengan sepenuh hati,bukan sekedar pengertian Jangan berharap dia akan berkata lebih untuk mengungkapkan isi hatinya, tapi jangan pula terkejut saat dia melakukan apa yang selalu kita harapkan. Dan saat dia diam, tanpa kata, dan mulai berbicara singkat dan to the point, disaat itulah ia butuh belaian dan keikhlasan untuk mengakui kesalahan. Saat ego merajainya, dia hanya butuh sedikit rasa mengerti untuk memenuhi apa yang ia inginkan. Dia bukan seoarang yang ingin melakukan kesalahan dua kali, namun bukan juga selalu menjadi baik.

Dia, dengan semua kerja kerasnya, tanggung jawabnya, ketulusan, dan keikhlasannya.

-Echo Wibowo-

A Feeling of Mine

Is it the feeling for everyone who plan for his/her wedding? why i am so restless?? Is it true if i feel like this??u know that i feel very depressed. He, i know he feel the same but how can he be so calm with this?? I am starting to confuse, not trust him again, not sure about us again, and so on and so forth. 

Damn why i have feel this?? if my friend said "married is easy,its depend on the concept" then she changed his point of view when i explain about culture and money, she said "i would think it over again if i am gonna have a marriage." See????Yes we know we have not prepare anything yet. Budget, Location,Organizer,  our parents and anything else.

This is only the beginning, i know it can make me so mad, yes we just start, this is the beginning, what about in the middle?Will i feel like in the middle of nowhere?That's no one trusts me and all of them disagree with my opinion???Oh my goodness!OK, let say i am ready with 'in the middle' then finishing... would it be more complicated???or more simple??maybe or perhaps?Not sure yet. Finishing:check all the preparation, and feel like butterfly in my stomach!Hhhhhu wait for the day, fitting, check the conditions,committee,and all small things

finish???e'em i don't think so!

Gosh!

Actually not those things i am thinking about tonight. I am thinking about my boo. About his conditions, his financial condition actually. I dont know he has an account or not, sorry i mean a saving. Recently, i never know his outcome.I even didn't know his goods!All i know just he has his own salary, pay all his daily, and so son. All i want i don't want to know, but honestly i am curious...

I am too afraid to ask him about this. This is his rights to use his own money. He started to become a not generous person anymore. He also never shows me his account again. Usually when he wanted to withdraw some money, he asked me to do it, yes, because i know the number. Now???He never!Does he hide something from me about it???and usually he let me know his last balance  after taking some money in the automatic machine, but now not again...

I hope there is nothing wrong. usually he always tells me everything about his conditions and his needs...but recently he push me away to know about it. 

 OK, another things:Hhmm his passion, care, His attentions==>Good;Nothing changes.
Well, let me think first...His frequents call:Great. His attention: Good. His passion:So so. His honesty: OK. yes so far everything is OK. only that one that makes me thinking so hard.

About My LuvLy Mamas

Aq mencintainya dengan semua kekurangannya

• Kalau tidur dy mangap
• Dy juga ga bisa tidur kalau ga ada suara2 musik
• Dy bukan planner yang baik

Aq juga menyayanginya dengan semua keadaannya

• Dy kurus dan suka kentut sembarangan
• Dy apa adanya dan introvert
• Dy juga tak perna mengungakapkan keinginannya

Aqpun bangga dengan semua usahanya

• Dy seorang hard worker
• Dy juga penuh kejutan
• Dy juga selalu berusaha semaksimal mungkin

Aq selalu rindu dengan spontanitasnya

• Dy penuh kejutan
• Dy penuh sensasi
• Dan dy juga selalu membuatku tertawa

Dan aq mau mendampinginya seumur hidupku

• Dy sangat bertanggung jawab
• Dy pun bisa kupercaya
• Dan dy tak pernah mau mengulang kesalahannya

Untittled

I dont know what to write, but i am trying anyway. This afternoon i just heard that he is going to the hospital which was his ex's ex hospital. Actually, he did not know about it but i told him. hhmm just told him, no other purposes. After that, i felt blue mood but not too blue. Just wanna be alone. I dont want him to call until he is home. 

I took a bath, in my bath room i thought about them. What i'd done, what she had done, and what he had done to me and her. I dont regret anything, i really feel free and satisfied. If i remember about her, the one thing that i hate the most was she insulted my baby, she also humiliated the family and also wanted to hurt my baby. 

I was trying to found her out, and i got it. Nothing special, she is still bitchy, like a hostess Actually she is OK, but i really cant stand her when she act like a beautiful one. Yes, she only act ahahahah... Hmmmm now, i feel fine. I lie if i said i have no hard feeling, but i try to forget it. I and Mamas are going to married, i trust him even sometimes he remembers that bitch only for no reason(according to him) but for me, there is always a reason, a GUILTY  

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Nyaddar juga gw!

Pagi ini, gw ketinggalan subuh (lagi) entah untuk yag keberapa kalinya. g pun brgegas buat kepasar,nganterin emak gw. singkat cerita, ada prasaan yang ga ikhlas melanda tp ttp gw jalani.


Abis itu gw siap2 buat jalan sm kakaknya cowo gw. gw pun melenggang dijalan yang lengang. biasalah,Jakarta kl lebran yaaa kaya gitu, tp trust me its not more then 3days!
Setelah nyampe cawang,gw langsung jalan ke ITC.. sumpah itu pusat perbelanjaan ramenya ampun2.. sedikit prihatin sih, tu ibu2 kaga ada yang bikin ketupat apa ya??atau yang bapa2 ga ada yang ada ikutan kerja bakti bersihin mesjid buat shalat ied..atau ikut takbiran gitu.
ga nemuin sesuatu yang berarti, gw pun bertolak kePGC. sama. PENUH!
akhirnya kitapun pulang.gw kecawang.Disana gw mendapati sosok yang sepertinya ga asing buat gw.Yup,its Cebreh!tp dia ga lama, abis itu dy pulang.Gw pu balik abis shalat dzuhur, sebelum ashar.Cuaca mendung,petir, dingin.


Setelah nympe pom bensin unutk beli bensin, gw pun melaju,tp beberapa saat kemudian hujan turun dengn derasny tanpa basa-basi. g pun berteduh.mungkin 30menit gw bertuh,tp hujan kian dahsyat. gw pun mulai istighfar,sambil harap2 cemas,karena permukaan halte tempat ge berteduh mulai banjir.ga lama setelah itu,gw pun nekad nerobos hujan, hanya dengan sweater dan bismillahi tawwakaltu alallahu lahaulawalakuata illa billah, gw pun menerjang genangan air tapi gw ga merasa khawatir sama sekali,ga ada rasa takut, gw malah sempet ketawa cekikikan di motor. tp setelah itu gw kedinginan.


Gw mampir ke gading, gading ga seramai tempat2 tadi.
lama gw berjalan, ada sesuatu yang kurang sepertinya, selain gw terus merasa haus, tapi kali ini ada hal yang hilang, bahkan gw sampe lupa kalo besok itu lebaran. yang gw inget adalah gw mau buka dirumah, cepet smape dan gimana biar ga keujanan lagi.
Gw liat jam gw, uda lewat waktu ashar, tapi biasanya kalo abis ashar gini, yang gw dengar itu adalah sesuau yang bukin gw girang, bukan hingar bingar musik lain..
satu jam lewat dari ashar dan gw sadari yang hilang adalah kumandam ALLAHU AKBAR ALLAHU AKBAR LAAAAAILA HAILLAHUALLAHU AKBAR berkali-kali. tpai sore ini? gw sama sekali ga denger itu.


gw akhirnya memutuskan untuk pulang.gw kira, diluar mall sana akan gw denger suara itu, tp gw salah, gw pun tetp ga denger suara itu. bahkan mesjid oun ga mengumandamkannya hanya karena hujan(mungkin) kemana anak2 bocah iseng yang suka teriak2, mana para pejuan di jalan Allah, kemana semua mereka?


waktu berbukapun tiba,gw menyantap makanan emak gw. setelah itu gw bertanya"ma ko ga ada yang takbiran y?"
ga lama kemudian gw denger takbir bertalu2, dan itu rasanya sama seperti waktu gw jatuh cinta, deg-degan, seneng, pengen jingkrak-jingkrakan... Subhanallah akhirnya gw denger juga suara itu....ingin rasanya gw denger itu sepanjang malam ,setiap hari. Damaaaai banget gw rasanya.Dalam shalat magribh gw, gw pun hanya berharap"aku ingin merasakan indah ini tahun depan lagi

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My mamas

The Language Class

Language Dinner

d' Dinner

Rizka-Sha2-Icha

 

 

 

Language Class in the 'Aquarium'Class

Trio Kwek-Kwek

Racun-iLa

3

Iecha-iLa-Racun

iecha-iLa-raCun-Vyot

The Boys

Bukber @ Happy Kitchen

waiting for the meals

The Reunion

sonia-icha

after breakfasting

@La Piazza

waiting 4 the meals

3 serangkai

4 sekawan

Mau langsing????try this!

Langsing Alami Lewat Cara Bernapas

By Pipiet Tri Noorastuti, Mutia Nugraheni - Jumat, 27 Agust

VIVAnews - Ingin lebih langsing? Cobalah bernapas dengan benar. Mempraktikkan teknik pernapasan dengan benar bisa membantu Anda menurunkan berat badan. Itu karena keseimbangan antara pemikiran dan tindakan diperlukan dalam pelangsingan tubuh.
"Stres emosi bisa membuat berat badan meningkat, karena mempercepat konversi dari kalori menjadi lemak. Sehingga Anda lebih mungkin untuk makan lebih banyak atau memilih makanan yang tidak sehat selama masa stres," kata Dean Ornish, MD, kepala Preventive Medicine Research Institute di California, Amerika Serikat.
Dean mengungkapkan bahwa mengelola stres juga berarti mengelola berat badan. Salah satu cara mengelola stres dan berat badan adalah dengan bernapas secara perlahan. Itu akan mengurangi hormon stres pada tubuh.
Untuk itu ketahui cara bernapas perlahan yang disebut dengan teknik mengerutkan bibir. Ambil napas melalui hidung selama empat detik. Kemudian diikuti dengan menghembuskan napas selama delapan detik dengan posisi bibir mengerut (seperti meniup melalui sedotan).
Lakukan cara ini jika Anda saat merasa kesal atau marah dan ingin melampiaskannya lewat makanan. Cara ini cukup efektif untuk menstabilkan emosi dan mengurangi stres. Tubuh pun tak melar. (pet)

Nu Family

@Cimori with his family members :) 

 

Australia

September 2010
Baru aja kemarin gw bilang gimana kekhawatiran gw dan dia kalo berada dalam jarak yang memisahkan. Sekarang ada masalah baru. Gw dapet tawaran menjadi dosen dan harus S2. Gw memang fresh graduate dan ga mungkin untuk ngajar S1 juga. So, gw harus ambil post graduate gw dan itu semua ditanggung oleh universitas yang akan mempekerjakan gw. Sejenak ga ada masalah, lalu tawaran makin menggiurkan ketika gw bisa melanjutkan postgraduate gw di negeri Kanguru. Ini memang kesempatan emas. Masalahnya adalah gw harus meninggalkan impian2 gw sma EKO untuk dua tahun kedepan. Dan nyokap gw pun belum mennyetujui gw dan eko. Sekilas memang semua baik2 aja. Tapi hubungan jarak jauh dan masa depan hubungan gw adalah taruhannya. Kalo gw ambil S2 gw di Indonesia, bukan tantangan namanya, dan hubunygan gw aman, gw bisa handle. tapi kalau Aussie?belum tentu gw bisa ke sana gratis. Tapi belom tentu gw bisa kendalikan hubungan ini. Segala macam hal bisa terjadi. Memang semua udah serba canggih tapi gw manusia biasa yang punya curiga dan cemburu. Dekat aja gw bisa sewot minta ampun kalo dia pergi tanpa sepengetahuan gw, apalagi kalo ini di luar jangkauan gw. Lalu gimana sama nasib hubungan yang backstreet ini? Gw maunya eko bilang keseriuannya ma nyokap gw biar gw di sana bisa belajar dengan sepenuh hati. Dan gak mengkhatirkan apapun tentang dia karena nyokap gw uda tau kalo dia akan nunggu gw selesai pendidikan dari negeri kiwi itu. Tapi dia seakan gak mau membahasa itu saat ini. Belum ada niat dia untuk menyatakan semua itu. Dan itulah yang gw takutkan, dia pergi ninggalin gw saat gw menuntut ilmu.australia bukan Negara sedekat singapura atau Malaysia yang bisa ditempuh dengan jalur darat sumatera dan ga murah pula cost yang dibutuhkan. Gw bener2 takut.


Kekhawatiran gw sirna seketika waktu eko bilang kalo itu semua belom tentu benar adany. Karyawan atau dosen yang mau diangkat sekalipun belum tentu akan dibiayai institusinya untuk sekolah lagi, S2 pula, luar negeri pula. Tapi itu semua Cuma spekulasinya aja. Belum terbukti kebenarannya. Kalo emang dia butuh S2, pasti dengan biaya mandiri, buka beasiswa. Klaupun dia harus mengeluarkan biaya untuk S2 seorang dosen, pastilah mereka-mereka juga yang ada pada institusi itu, bukan dari pihak luar.


Gw pun mengkonsultasikan hal ini yang gw anggap mampu memberi gw jalan keluar: M. Maya Sekartaji. Dosen gw waktu gw kuliah. Menurut dia semua ada konsekuensi dan tanggung jawabnya. Jangan sampe gw nyesel dikemudian hari dengan gelar yang ada dibelakang nama gw. Mengajar itu bukan perkara mudah, butuh keterampilan, gak Cuma pendidikan. Percuma kalo gelar gw luar negeri tapi gw gak bisa mempertanggungjawabkannya dan hanya bikin malu.
Sejenak gw tilik apa yang gw rasakan waktu tawaran itu ada dihadapan gw. I was so happy, ssosooooooo haaapppy. Gak tau gimana menggambarkannya tapi gw bener2 seneng banget dapet kesempatan sekolah lagi dan dibiayai pula. Pengen banget rasanya gw bilang “iya”
Kata hati gw pun mengatakan iya, tapi entah kenapa susah untuk di ungkapkan.
Di perjalanan pulang, pikiran gw melanglang buana ke nasib hubungan gw ma ko. Gw stuck. I didn’t find any way, tapi gw tersenyum-senyum sendiri inget kata-kata “love will find the way.” Sedikit tenang, tapi kembali terusik oleh iming-iming sekolah post graduate di Aussie.
Sekarang, rasa ragu itu kian merajai gw. Ada banyak hal yang harus gw pertimbangkan selain title dan karir ang menjanjikan itu. Kemampuan gw sendiri. I hate teaching actually, tapi entah kenapa Tuhan selalu mempertemukan gw dengan dunia yang gak gw mengerti, bahkan untuk berteori aja gw gak tau. Gw buta. Apa ini batu loncatan yang harus gw lewati dulu sebelum gw benar2 menemukan apa yang gw bisa?tepatnay yang bisa gw pertanggung jawabkan. Gw mencintai pekerjaan gw sebagai wartawan, tapi upah yang gw dapat gak sebanding dengan pengorbanan yang gw lakukan. Gw cinta menulis, tapi tulisan itu belum tentu sepenuhnya menghasilkan. Dan gw tidak terlalu menyukai dunia mengajar, tapi dari situ semua yang gw punya berasal. Dunia itu lebih menjanjikan, simple tapi sangat bermanfaat bagi orang banyak. Tapi dibalik kemuliaan itu ada tanggung jawab moral menanti dan siap untuk dijatuhkan mentalnya ketika ada pekikan “gimana sih gurunya, bisa ngajar atau nggak?” di tittik itulah semua title yang gw punya dipertaruhkan. Gw sama sekali gak prnah mencintai pekerjaan ini, gw pun gak pernah berharap untuk jadi panutan anak-anak murid, bahkan bermimpi unutk berada didepan kelas pun gw gak pernah.
Back to Aussie, tentang besiswa yang meragukan itu, gw jadi makin sangsi ketika ada sebuah institusi dengan Cuma-Cuma memberikan scholarship pada anak fresh graduate yang IPKnya rendah ini,entah gw ketiban durian runtuh atau malah terjebak dalam money politic para kaum institusi itu. Belum ada yang nyata dalam benak gw. Ilustrasi eko pun makin jelas bahwa semua itu adalah jebakan batman yang ujungnya gw akan menaggung biaya itu sendiri tapi diawalnya mungkin tidak demikian. Atau dengan dasar pertimbangan tanggung jawab atas petuah Ms. Maya tadi, untuk apa gelar gw berderet tapi gw gak mampu untuk mengajar. Dan ini bukan mengajar anak SD sampai SMA tapi diatas itu, MAHASISWA. Dan gw tau sifat-sifat dasar mahasiswa yang menyebalkan dan suka protes ini-itu sampe berpengaruh pada nasib pengajarnya-dosen. Gak Cuma itu, gelar pun harus gw pertaruhkan,demi harkat dan martabat nama baik gw serta orang-orang yang ada dibalik layar sehingga gw bisa berdiri dihadapan mereka yang memaggil gw engan julukan DOSEN. Semua itu bukan perkara mudah.

Katty Perry-Thinking of You-

Comparisons are easily done
Once you’ve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You’re like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I’ve had the best
You said there’s
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into..

You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay..

A Sorry

Dear Somebody,

I just want to thank u. why??? because u just did what should be done from the very beginning in our past time. i felt like i found the real you, not the one in my past. this is you who loves me with everything i am. this is you who is trying to be there when i need someone. this is you who wants to be spoiled every time, and this you who is very stubborn so that i give up to handle you.

I never say sorry again, i never say anything again to you. honestly, deep inside my heart i still want to kill you when i remember the day...
The more i hate you, the more i want to say that you are too sweet, too cute,too nice...but the more i remember the day the more i can say you are bad. maybe now u hate me because you know now who i am,what i am like, and my condition now.. i understand it very well.


Thank you so much for the time we had had.. i wish i can turn back time that we had, but its tooooo late, this heart already belongs to someone, also the love that i have is already taken by somebody, and he is not YOU..

If you said that my revenge is now done, yes u r alright, but actually i still want to do more...but i remember one thing:
U were also the 1 that I in love with

..

Dear God
i just arrived home and my mom directly said about the bill of the electrician from PLN. i thought it over, do we late to pay it??
And mom continued her talking, she said that the latter is about the broken off of the electrician. Ghosh..worst the what i've thought..
i saw my mom started to cry but she tried to handle it..and i did too. i texted my cousin and told her about it. i dont care what she will say about it..
another problem is, my dad asked one of our neighbor to give my mom amount of money. my father said to me it was his money,but my neighbor said it didn't.hhhuh which on do we belief to?  she said she just want to help us because my father asked her.
DAMN!
Next problem is about my mom jewelries,they are in the pawning..yeah it was my dad who did it.the duty pay is tomorrow and my mom have no money to pay the intrerest, and you know what???my a just wont to now about it
God, what should we do now???i only want my dad realize that we are have nothing to do with these conditions..
U give me a job,U give me a someone that loves me very much,U give me a mother who is very strong and patient,U give me a house with all the facilities,but why U give me a father like him??does it mean i regret it???God, although my boyfriend sometime doesnt care about my problem i really thank You that he always there for me.

why U

Kenapa Aq selalu butuh kamu,
Kenapa cuma kamu yang aq butuhkan berulang kali?
Kenapa cuma nama kamu yang selalu aku panggil saat aq sendiri?
Kenapa cuma kamu yg slalu aq ingat tiap aq mulai bingung
Dan kenapa cuma kamu yang bisa redam semua amarah qu...

Kenapa cuma kamu yang selalau aq mau ditiap waktu senggangku
Kenapa pula Tuhan kirim kau untuk sembuhkan semua luka hati ku
Kau tahu apa?, Cuma kau penyembuh semua perih ini, yang termasuk luka dari mu

Kenapa cuma kamu yang aku butuhkan berlang kali tiap aq berderai airmata
Kenapa pula hanya belaianmu yang membuat ku tidak risih sejak pertama kali kamu membelai punggungku

Dan pertanyaan terakhirku adalah:
Kenapa hanya kamu yang mampu lakukan semua itu?

PISANG

disebalah gw tiba2 ada PISANG......
gw tau siapa pelaku yang nyodorin gw PISANG itu....
gw mau coba noleh,tp orang itu menggenggamnya sangat kuat sepertinya...
hilang.... PISANG itu hilang
gw kaget 'ko PISANGnya ilang,tapi aromanya masih ad,...'
gw akhirnya noleh, pelan-pelan....ternyata.....